Expectations

V,

That was a lot of questions. Should I say, I expected them. Well, a lot of them, just as I expect you'll reply after my third letter for you. There are actually a lot of expectations I have in mind. I'm getting sidetracked again. Hhh.

People expect a lot, people have a lot of others whom to expect from and a lot of things to expect. Expectations.

Just as I've already planned how to write this fourth one, hours ago, when I've read your reply. But I will abandon that plan now, and tread another path. A new form. I wouldn't be surprised if you've expected this.

I write because I express myself well when nobody is around. I expect no one to understand me. Where am I going?

I do not know. I can not tell, not because I do not want, but because I do not really know. I do not even know what to expect. And here's one that perhaps I am writing to show that I am not really writing, and not really expecting straight answers from you. Just writing, plainly writing. No sublimes, no limitations, no expectations. I would have liked to leave it at that.

And for the first time, I will. I will.